As someone who survived death by 0.35 inches, ive opened my eyes more in life. In April i had a skullbasefracture, of which, if it would be 0.35 inches lower, it would've hit my nerves system and i would be dead by then, but gladly it was a bit higher and i survived. In the 2 weeks i've spent in the hospital bed after that day, only my family, a childhood friend and his family and 5 friends visited me that time. Friends who aren't even that well with me visited me, so now i've seen who really cares about me. As for the months later, even till now I've reached the bottom of my life, seeing how lonely i really was.
If i would know, it would happen again by tomorrow, I'd first tell my crush, how much i love her and what she means to me, even though she is in a relationship atm. She was the very first and only female friend i ever had and thanks to her, for her, and her support, i began dancing 2 years ago in secret and enjoying it with my life. For her I'd come out for my dancing and would 'dance myself to dead'. As for the others around me, i'd spent the whole day just hang around, just as we always have done and say what i thought of them. As for my family I'd obviously tell them how much i love them.
As for the people on emps, I'd also say a farewell. "Strangers are friends who you just didn't met yet" and you don't even need to meet in real life or have to see a face, for one to be your friend or even best friend. I'm not playing all and only for the game, but for the people around it, also playing it with me.
