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Community => Introductions & Farewells => Topic started by: Nightfall12 on July 18, 2016, 11:16:16 pm
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More lab results came back today. I'm not sure exactly how long I'm expected to live, it depends on how I will react to the medication and financially if I can afford it(Merica profit off the suffering).
In all reality I won't be around very long, I love each one of you and I ask you live your life to the fullest. I'll be on league seldom now and if I am it's just to get my mind off of this diagnosis.
Remember to love everyone like they're yourself, we are all in this together to the end. I wish I was joking and trolling like my old self but alas I'm not.
Love is all there is, all there is not, and all there will ever be.
Later I love you guys and gals!
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Wat happened O_o
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what happened?
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o shit...
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(http://s2.quickmeme.com/img/9a/9a80c91ddda3b4cec4767e8722dc8380c8d9ff4b9679d5153a9a2b1fbbfd634e.jpg)
more infu pls!
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What's going on?
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Last message was a bit dickish i apologise. Good luck dude
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not sure to who it was but in the shoutbox someone posted a picture of him pming someone on league that he was terminally ill, not sure if true th0.
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not sure to who it was but in the shoutbox someone posted a picture of him pming someone on league that he was terminally ill, not sure if true th0.
Ya chazz posted that. Not sure if anything's serious or not tho.
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wtf?
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wtf i'm legit scared, what's happening? :o
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I love you man. Genuinely upsetting reading this :(.
You keep on fighting dude, please keep us updated on what's going on.
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So shitty man. This is really depressing, hoping you pull through. <3
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Jesus, Jake mate! Keep fighting bro, we're all here for you if you need anyone.
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When you're neck deep in shit, you can't let your head down.
As Daniel said you keep fighting on man! The whole emps community is behind you on this. I'm wishing all the best for you and your family!
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stay strong bro :c
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Holy camoly this upsets met. Wow Jake :( Best of luck, you will win this fight.
If i win the 1000$ highroller buyin poker tourney on saturday. I will donate 50% off it to you.
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You can't even realize how fucking depressed I am. You are one of my oldest most valuable friends.
I even sent you this private message sometime ago, but I guess it was sent to the wrong account so you didn't see it, so I'm just going to post it here.
holy fuck, it's you, it's really you, Jacob/Nightfall. I remember way back when clan chats were a part of emps, you made one under the name nightfall or something like that, you were talking about some kind of character in a game, that is related to the moon and night something like that and you linked me this: , back then I didn't know jackshit about that game/character, but guess what now, I'm fucking plat in that game, AND I MAINED THAT CHAMP FOR A REALLY LONG TIME GOT TO 100K MASTERY POINTS. WHATS UP MAN LONG TIME NO SEE, I STILL HAVE YOUR MSN , IT GOT TRANSFERRED TO MY SKYPE THOUGH (cus msn ded), I always check but you probably changed it.
hmu.
Stay strong, brother.
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Hey Jake
I never really knew you, but right now I am a part of the National Youth Gathering in New Orleans, Louisiana. There are over 25,000 young people here visiting this city from all over the world, all Christian followers meeting up together every night in a massive service in the Mercedes Benz Superdome.
I placed a prayer request for you last night. And they read it out loud on stage.
No matter what you believe in, atheist, Christian, Muslim, anyone can respect 25,000 young people and adults you don't even know wishing you the very best.
Regards and best wishes,
Aaron
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Hey Jake
I never really knew you, but right now I am a part of the National Youth Gathering in New Orleans, Louisiana. There are over 25,000 young people here visiting this city from all over the world, all Christian followers meeting up together every night in a massive service in the Mercedes Benz Superdome.
I placed a prayer request for you last night. And they read it out loud on stage.
No matter what you believe in, atheist, Christian, Muslim, anyone can respect 25,000 young people and adults you don't even know wishing you the very best.
Regards and best wishes,
Aaron
Man.. You're making even me emotional. That's amazing!
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Hey Jake
I never really knew you, but right now I am a part of the National Youth Gathering in New Orleans, Louisiana. There are over 25,000 young people here visiting this city from all over the world, all Christian followers meeting up together every night in a massive service in the Mercedes Benz Superdome.
I placed a prayer request for you last night. And they read it out loud on stage.
No matter what you believe in, atheist, Christian, Muslim, anyone can respect 25,000 young people and adults you don't even know wishing you the very best.
Regards and best wishes,
Aaron
You give me faith in humanity
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Hey Jake
I never really knew you, but right now I am a part of the National Youth Gathering in New Orleans, Louisiana. There are over 25,000 young people here visiting this city from all over the world, all Christian followers meeting up together every night in a massive service in the Mercedes Benz Superdome.
I placed a prayer request for you last night. And they read it out loud on stage.
No matter what you believe in, atheist, Christian, Muslim, anyone can respect 25,000 young people and adults you don't even know wishing you the very best.
Regards and best wishes,
Aaron
That's incredible.
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Hey Jake
I never really knew you, but right now I am a part of the National Youth Gathering in New Orleans, Louisiana. There are over 25,000 young people here visiting this city from all over the world, all Christian followers meeting up together every night in a massive service in the Mercedes Benz Superdome.
I placed a prayer request for you last night. And they read it out loud on stage.
No matter what you believe in, atheist, Christian, Muslim, anyone can respect 25,000 young people and adults you don't even know wishing you the very best.
Regards and best wishes,
Aaron
In the past 9 years of my presence on this game, this is by far the best thing I have ever seen.
We've got you, Jake. Don't you dare think you haven't got nobody to turn to because every single one of us is here for you in a heartbeat.
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damn dude! goodluck and remember
keep fighting and everything will be fine! <3 :-*
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wtf did i miss ????
a quote from my tattoo "never let your head hang down, never give up and grieve"
stay strong mate, keep fighting
Jesus, Jake mate! Keep fighting bro, we're all here for you if you need anyone.
never forget what josh said.
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WOW I don't even know what to say :( :( :( Playing this game for so long...quitting and now stopping to check by, I never wanted to hear something like this. This makes me really sad because we have been friends on this game for ages. However, I know you are strong and we are here for you. Its been a long ride, Jake. From back in the old days to now, its crazy to think that even after all this time, old players manage to come back and we are all still friends. The support and relationships that this emps community has(old skool players mostly) is incredible and just know that you always have us behind you.
Best of luck to you mate and keep us updated,
Haji baba (Pooya)
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It brings me down to see a member of the Emps community to have to deal with something like this, and though I've never met you at all that doesn't change anything. No matter what goes through, you have my prayers.
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It brings me down to see a member of the Emps community to have to deal with something like this, and though I've never met you at all that doesn't change anything. No matter what goes through, you have my prayers.
Me too!
Keep fighting bro, I pray for you and your family!
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damn dude! goodluck and remember
keep fighting and everything will be fine! <3 :-*
Hey Jake
I never really knew you, but right now I am a part of the National Youth Gathering in New Orleans, Louisiana. There are over 25,000 young people here visiting this city from all over the world, all Christian followers meeting up together every night in a massive service in the Mercedes Benz Superdome.
I placed a prayer request for you last night. And they read it out loud on stage.
No matter what you believe in, atheist, Christian, Muslim, anyone can respect 25,000 young people and adults you don't even know wishing you the very best.
Regards and best wishes,
Aaron
In the past 9 years of my presence on this game, this is by far the best thing I have ever seen.
We've got you, Jake. Don't you dare think you haven't got nobody to turn to because every single one of us is here for you in a heartbeat.
Stay strong, brother.
Holy camoly this upsets met. Wow Jake :( Best of luck, you will win this fight.
If i win the 1000$ highroller buyin poker tourney on saturday. I will donate 50% off it to you.
When you're neck deep in shit, you can't let your head down.
As Daniel said you keep fighting on man! The whole emps community is behind you on this. I'm wishing all the best for you and your family!
I appreciate you guys taking the time to respond. Your words mean a lot. Yes I'm not making anything up; All his BS aside Chazz was being honest. I know for once.
Small Update: I'm on Medication/Treatment, Lifespan is dependent on how I respond to everything. I've learned a lot in the past months. I lost my Job and Insurance from being in and out of the hospital. Lost my eligibility to enlist in the Marine Corps(HeartBreak </3 ) I'm slowly rebounding though, interview this Friday(Yisss!) Family is supportive, Girlfriend as well.
I'm still breathing and I'm NOT DEAD I don't know who the hell told that lie.
Anyways I'm mostly on League to take my mind off the remaining days. I wish you all the best.
Love you guys/gals
-Jake
For Just Humen
You can't even realize how fucking depressed I am. You are one of my oldest most valuable friends.
I even sent you this private message sometime ago, but I guess it was sent to the wrong account so you didn't see it, so I'm just going to post it here.
holy fuck, it's you, it's really you, Jacob/Nightfall. I remember way back when clan chats were a part of emps, you made one under the name nightfall or something like that, you were talking about some kind of character in a game, that is related to the moon and night something like that and you linked me this: , back then I didn't know jackshit about that game/character, but guess what now, I'm fucking plat in that game, AND I MAINED THAT CHAMP FOR A REALLY LONG TIME GOT TO 100K MASTERY POINTS. WHATS UP MAN LONG TIME NO SEE, I STILL HAVE YOUR MSN , IT GOT TRANSFERRED TO MY SKYPE THOUGH (cus msn ded), I always check but you probably changed it.
hmu.
I remember all that, Haha! I'm glad you remember, friends like you made this game "real" for me. I'll never forget you, or any of the true friends I had here. Diana was amazing, her story and song hooked me and it was a reflection of my name. Funny you remember.
I'll send you some contact deets later. Love you bud.
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https://soundcloud.com/burntheyearbook/sound-of-silence - a more upbeat Sound Of Silence cover, the one you posted there is quite upsetting.
I didn't know you liked the song, if we ever play this live I will be sure to mention you as a dedication. You are a great guy, Jake. Don't give up on anything.
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.... :'( :'(
I wish you all of the best and I truly hope everything will be alright, nightball...